Yesterday I saw an Angel

Yesterday I saw an angel,
it was nothing short of any miracle.
Still trying to figure out, what was that?
Was it a reality? Or as always I was flat.

She had a beauty anyone can die for,
had so innocent eyes which I never seen before.
Grace personified is the word which I can use,
but who was she? I am still confused.

She was the flawless sculpture God has made,
her picture in my mind is not like that which easily gets fade.
Getting her will be great,
but I don't think I have such a nice fate.

I hope that somehow I will see her again,
and I will not let that chance to go into vein.
I don't bother whether it was a dream or not,
I am feeling lucky because such charm you can't see a lot.

Yesterday I saw an angel...........

Screwed Many Things....Today was not an exception

Hi guyz.

Well my blog is still badly suffering because of my laziness. And I need to find some solution as quickly as possible so that the garbage collector of blogger will not interpret my blog as ne unrefernced garbage and sweep it off :) . Well these days things weren't going to well, whether its on the health side or the other side (which is totally capable of affect the prior side) i.e studies :) . Well its not like that I am ill these days but ya for sure I am not in my best state. I think I took enough rest in the swine flu vacations at home which is badly affecting now. Well this thing is not to worry, I know I'll recover from that easily, its just a matter of few days. Lets talk about the other side i.e ya studies ofcourse!!!. The reason for screwing that part is also to some extent that swine flu vactaions. Though it should not be the case but it definately broke the continuation in the studies and college to some ..... some extent. Due to which now we are left with nothing but loads of assignments to do, practicals are scaring us, project deadline is making our life even more hell. Don't know how to cope will all that???

Not only that. Apart from that, "Silver lining in the Cloud" i.e the hope that some (atleast some of the )company will come for the placements and thats enough to ruin are sleep as well. Though its not like that I am preparing heavily for that ,but still it is haunting us. And effect of all that is teachers are also not letting that chance to go away so easily... and they are scolding us like a hell. Well, why didn't they ??? Ball is in their court totally. They are having full probabilty that they will shot that as an ACE. And we all like any unseeded player can only have a look at it. Today was not an exception, and we got hammered by their scolding words(which they are always ready with :) ) as we all lack with the so called "always kinda cooked and ready to serve" excuses for not attending the college on Saturday. It was a common OFF (or unsophistically MASS BUNK) on saturday which means we all decided unitedly not to come to the college due to so called "No Reason". And due to that, felt no regret in giving the written application for our unbearable( as they said ) behavior. I guess things already get sorted out . If these things are not enough to screwed today, then there was a Mini Project Schedule, which was waiting for us as the last lecture of the day (though still as lethal as the first lecture) to suck the last drop of our blood from our already tortured body. Well somehow got out of that as we promised our respective project guides that we will submit all the UML diagrams of the system on coming saturday (though I didn't know whether I can do that or not) , but still we are having some days to even think of that :) .

All's well if ends Well. Day is ending well as I am feeling very sleepy and nothing is better in that world as my sleep. So guys Good Night and have fun. Cheers!!!!!!

Things Aren't Going As Expected

By just seeing the topic don't make any wild guesses hmm. There are many things which made that heading working with the post matter I guess. Ok so now what are the things which actually aren't going as expected??? Well even I don't know all the things as there are many things going on around which even you don't have any idea. So I will talk about the things of which I have an idea, Ok :) .

1) MY BLOG

First thing is of course that BLOG which is not moving as expected. And for that if there is anyone responsible for that, then it is obviously me. As you can easily get an idea from my earlier post, that I decided to write atleast one post a week when started with that blog, but look I am writing that post after an whole damn year. Now thats worse than worse. I totally screwed my blog ,I guess. Well for making any blog rolling you have to post as frequent as you can, which definately I didn't :) . And now I am not even sure, how many people will read that post??? So this is the first thing for sure which is not going at all as I expected it to be.

2) MY CAREER

Ofcourse for that thing many factors are responsible. Firstly I can't understand and able to gulp the fact that "Recession" got that perfect timing to hit the maket when I am just gonna start my professional life. Well obviously it wasn't only me who have got afftected by that, but still it somehow made things more difficult than previous. Now though companies will come to recruit us, but even they know that they don't have enough requirements. But one thing is for sure that even that monster will not stop the "Smarter than smart guyz" to take up the challenge and getting placed even in that situation. And who can be the best example of that than my friend Kunal. He is damn intelligent though his marks doesn't show that. But guyz don't just get fooled by the marks at all, he is having that damn hot intelligence and that urge to understand the things as deeper as no one can think of.

Ok still despite the recession some droplets from the sea of IT companies in pune was coming in our college to recruit or you can say pretend to recruit students when that damn "Swine Flu" hit us even worse. Colleges closed, schools closed and worse on that multiplexes and malls get closed where atleast we can have our time pass, or can have some relaxation to our eyes :). The things are getting better if we talk about that influenza. Colleges are opening again, so atleast we can hope again, that companies will again start to look at our dull faces, and trying to freshen up us with some good looking packages :).

These two things are not only which are responsible for messing up my career. Somehow I am responsible for that too. I didn't take things seriously when it meant to take, and now hoping that things will get placed as I wanted it to. But this would not happen till you put your 100%. You have to be on your toes all the time, if you really wanna get the things. And I am sure for some moments I put my toes down. Well still things are not that late as I am pretending. We still are having long life which I can mould in any good shape and can make my career right on the top. So just take a chimple ;)

So this was the second thing, which according to me was not going as I expected it to.

3) MY RELATIONSHIPS

Well again don't give ur mind muscles a exercise to make any wild guess. Usually when someone of my age talk about the realtionships, people think of girlfriends only. But that's not the case here. I still don't have any girlfriend yet and I am damn happy as things are. Girlfriends are defintely not better than any damn headache. And please don't think that these girlfreind thing is not working as I was expecting.

The real things which I am talking about the realtionship with my friends. Many of them thinks that it was me which is responsible for the current situation, but I am not the only one who ruin the things. There are many circumstances and reasons for that. But anyways no one will even care of that and they will get used to that. And I am hoping that this day will come soon as it could. But definaltely this is one of the thing which I wasn't expected it to be.

Well these were just the three things which I can say for atleast now. But as I said earlier, its not only that. In everyone's life things aren't perfect as he/she think of. So I am not any exception in that I guess.

So just take a chimple and be cool. That should be my motto!!!!! Cheers