Time changes everything :(

I wrote my last post a long time ago. So apologies for that first. Well things really changed after that. Got the job :). That was one thing, for which I was very worried earlier, but now things are settling fairly well, and I am really happy with the way things are going on. As I just said above "Time changes everything", thats really true. Time change people, time change conditions, time change circumstances. Time usually changes everything. What I realize and think that people should not get change with time. I know everyone should go ahead with his/her life and really have to. This is a good thing to go ahead in life and change accordingly but in that course they should not forget the people who used to care them. May be you will find every success, your ultimate aim will get fulfilled, but at that time if your friends, your relatives, the people you used to love will not be with you then there is no happiness in the success,things will seems like totally waste and nothing else.

I am very lucky that my friends are still there with me and all my loved ones. And I know very well that they will all be with me always. Just feeling very bad for some other ones who don't understand the things I just said above. Well anyways whatever is the situation, I am happy with that. Its all part of life, some things goes according to your wish and some never. So better to be happy with what you have rather then cry for the things which you don't have.

Really wish to write a bit more and wanted to spend a little more time with my blog and damn that work. :( But I am really enjoying the things and my job. Just wish me good luck that I will do my things perfectly and well and will not let anyone down. :)
Good luck for my friends also.

Love you all :)

Some random thoughts....

As you can see from some of my last posts that, I moved a bit towards poems. Well I don't think its bad at all as far as my inside writer is concern. Its good for my blog, for myself that I am writing more and a bit serious towards one of my passion. Well frankly saying things were pretty weird from some couple of months. Things are really not going well, now these some "things" are actually varying from studies to project, personal life to professional life.... everything. Trying really hard to concentrate but its really tough. I really don't know what to do and what not to do? Need someone badly who can understand me and can guide me. I know there are many ones who have been with me all the time and will always be.

Things really not always goes as you anticipate it. Life always tries to bring some hurdles in your path and its only you which can pass these hurdles and can be a winner. I am trying to be positive and will always will. I know something really good is waiting for me. Its just a matter of time, thats it. Just need all the support of my loved ones. And I know you will always be with me.

Just wanna write somethings so I am writing that post. Will not stretch it further otherwise I know its pretty bore to read long posts. :) . Just keep coming to the blog. Hopefully you will find something interesting to read very soon. Well as you can I am trying hard to keep my blog updated, changed the whole look. :) I hope its looking OK.....Just give your feedback, any suggestions are always welcome.

Have fun then..........Keep enjoying the life.

"Most people are paralyzed by fear. Overcome it and you take charge of your life and your world" - Mark Victor Hansen

Tum.........

तुम ही हो मेरी पहली ख्वाइश ,

तुम ही हो आखिरी तम्मना ...

तुम से ही हर बंदीगी हैं,

तुम से ही सीखा हैं महकना…

तुम ही हो मेरी सख्शियत की छवि ,

तुम ही मेरा आइना...

तुम से ही हर जुस्तजु हैं ,

तुम ही हो जीने का एक मात्र बहाना …

तुम ही हो मेरे लिए सावन की पहली बारिश और ,

तुम ही हो वो मिट्टी की खुशबू सौंधी सी …

तुम ही हो मेरी नींद में हर करवट की वजह और ,

तुम से ही हैं मेरी हर मदहोशी....

ज़िन्दगी से सिर्फ एक शिकायत हैं ,

काश तुम एक ख्वाब नहीं हकीकत भी होती ...

तो मैं ऐसा न रहता,

अगर मेरी भी एक “तुम ” होती ...

Only in memories now.....

When entered into the college I was nothing more than a lamb,
but had a vision in mind like everyone to become a champ.
Used to had so much fun in whatever we did or tried,
Now whenever thought about it, can’t stop myself but to cried.


That was whole different feeling to send SMS in lectures, that was so much fun,
though teachers usually used to spot us and says “guyz you’re totally done”.
It was so frequent to see us on the last bench thinking what to write for blog or diaries?,
And if mam asks “What are you doing?”, nothing “Mam just wrinting some sql queries”.

On asking why we had a off yesterday?? Well actually we had no clue,
but some days in 2^nd yr was lucky when most of us had one excuse “Ma’am
I thought I have a swine flu”.
As expected in a flash that question came “So you have your checkup??”,
Now who the hell will tell them, why I took off? Yesterday I was so close to my another breakup.

It was so much fun seeing a girl in corridor and when whole bunch of boys peek,
but man when there was time to talk to her, Sorry I was so weak.
That was impossible that if some beauty came and we didn’t trace,
Never missed a chance to throw a gem from collections of awesome phrase.

Assignments was one of those things which we don’t liked to wrap,
and after writing 2-3 pages, it never happened when someone not said “What
the crap??”.
Had so many night-outs on the name of presentation,
Now what we did in those? Please don’t ask...we can’t even mention.

Exam days were the one when life seemed like the hell,
but thanks to “3idiots” that we got the mantra “All izz well.....All izz well”.
But I was so bad in maths and usually so scared of permutation,
that once got so frustrated when I literally said...”I want to go home, please drop me to station”.

Result days were only when everyone was thinking the same, Guess what? Yeah..subject ‘back’,
and teachers had one sentence ready with them.. “That is the subject where you really lack”.
After getting mark sheets, some had fall and some had a huge relief,
that thank god I got only one subject “back”..will clear that I have that belief.

Will never forget those days and will always cherish those moments,
have no choice now, but to see friends facebook pics and drop some comments.
Really college days was such a bliss,
which I am always...always going to miss. :(

Am I asking too much????

Everyone is having some expectation,
as I am having.
Some are quite fair while some totally bizarre,
and I am not any exception.

I always gave my best or at least tried,
never put my feet down and never cried.
Now I just want a bit of luck at my side...

Am I asking too much??

Always tried to be there for everyone,
no matter in what situation is that someone.
Now I want a little bit of their help which is quite fair one....

Am I asking too much??

My shoulder is always free
for my friends, whether they need for putting their head or to climb a tree.
Now I just need a shoulder to cry on, just only one not three....

Am I asking too much??

Listened you whether it’s important or a rubbish talk,
always came whenever you need a company to walk.
Now I just want you to sit down with me for a while not for the whole clock....

Am I asking too much??

Tried to gave love always,
to everyone in every possible ways.
Now I also want a bit of love not flays....

Now you say...

Am I really asking too much?????

Someone

Many things in your life play significant roles,
and there are many one who fills all of your loop holes.
Pretending that you are very much happy alone,
that is the biggest lie which anyone can say without breaking his tone.

Among the ones there is someone,
does things for you often which others never done.
Very often calls that, “You are such a jerk”,
but when you get angry, tries to convince you by giving Cadbury and perk.

Whenever you are feeling low, you get the shoulder to cry on,
just tries to look back, you always had that hand in every battle you won.
Always trying to irritate you by playing world’s worst prank,
but while crying out your heart you will never find a person such frank.

You will always feel a presence if you wanna share or want to have a talk,
and it’s pretty easy to find a company on a walk.
I was a bit unfortunate that earlier, I am not having that someone isn’t that funny???
But now I am having not one but 4 idiots Amu, Abhi, Kavi and Ani.

They will always be there, it doesn’t count that you are in a heaven or a mess,
and when it’s your turn to give a treat they never gets convinced in anything less.
Yes, you guessed it right!! That someone is called a friend,
never ever tries to measure its value because it doesn’t have any brand.

So guys don’t try to be alone, just find a friend and that will be your someone.